The name of Abdol gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Because you tend to place great importance on little gestures and nuances, both in your own expression and in others' communication with you, it is easy for you to misconstrue another's intent and take too personally what is not meant to hurt. Personal experiences of an intuitive nature have given you an awareness of the invisible forces of nature causing you to theorize about life and its mysteries. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. Although self-conscious in front of people, when you put on a costume you could excel at performing arts, even to the point where you lose a sense of reality. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature. You are sensitive about your idealistic thoughts, and an unappreciative person can hurt you and cause you to become secretive about that which you value deeply. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension.
