The name of Abon has given you sensitivity and appreciation for the finer and deeper things in life. A peaceful and quiet environment, especially out in nature, is one of your greatest desires, but you are constantly taken into chaotic conditions. It is not easy for you to maintain harmony in close relationships. You do not like to be restricted or to have your freedom curtailed in any way. Because you have high ideals and are a principled person, you have been disillusioned and disappointed in people on many occasions and have experienced much aloneness. Instead of expressing your deeper feelings so that others may understand you, you withdraw into moods of depression, jealousy, and unhappiness, and distance yourself from those who care. It is difficult for you to accept advice from others or any interference with your choices. Your first name has taken you into many bitter experiences. You find it difficult to control your thoughts and could swing in moods from one extreme to the other. Your speech can become very critical and sarcastic when you are frustrated or crossed.