As Adelan you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. Conflict between your deep inner nature and your blunt outer nature does not make it easy for others to draw close to you, especially when you become withdrawn and moody. The average person would never realize the true depth of your nature. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. Restricted expression can bottle up your feelings, making you inflexible and stubborn with a tendency to force your ideas on others. Frustration in creating the understanding you sincerely desire could result in tension, unhappiness, and outbursts of temper that could adversely affect your health. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts.
