The name of Adoni gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Drama, music, and art appeal to your inspirational nature and may provide a creative outlet. You are sensitive about your idealistic thoughts, and an unappreciative person can hurt you and cause you to become secretive about that which you value deeply. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. Although self-conscious in front of people, when you put on a costume you could excel at performing arts, even to the point where you lose a sense of reality. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension.
