As Aeffa you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Conflict between your deep inner nature and your blunt outer nature does not make it easy for others to draw close to you, especially when you become withdrawn and moody. Your tendency to be honest and to the point in your opinions can lead to hurt feelings, misunderstandings, and possible resentments. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. You prefer to work free from outside authority or supervision and are happiest on your own where you can put your ingenious ideas into practical use without interference from others. This name makes you reserved, sensitive, and craving love and understanding. The average person would never realize the true depth of your nature. Eyes, ears, or throat problems, sinus congestion, or headaches could result. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.
