Your first name of Aethelwin creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. Without support and approval from others, you find it difficult to make important decisions. You are not robust because your inner tension saps your vitality. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. Although you are a kind person who desires association and friendship, you are really rather shy. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.