Your first name of Ahavaniym has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. Family and home life are important as long as a routine does not become monotonous. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. While you are usually measured and deliberate in what you say, occasionally, your strong opinions can cause you to be argumentative, obstinate, and somewhat intolerant of the weaknesses of others, even though it is not your intention to be deliberately hurtful. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. An overheated bloodstream that throws off poisons through skin conditions such as boils, acne, or eczema could result.
