The name of Ailella gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Although self-conscious in front of people, when you put on a costume you could excel at performing arts, even to the point where you lose a sense of reality. Because your feelings run deep, you must guard against the ups and downs, being very inspired one minute, then moody, reserved, and depressed the next. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. You desire refinement and are easily offended by coarse humour or bad manners. Personal experiences of an intuitive nature have given you an awareness of the invisible forces of nature causing you to theorize about life and its mysteries. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature.
