Your first name of Ajad creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. Although you are a kind person who desires association and friendship, you are really rather shy. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. Your fondness for rich foods lacking in proper nourishment compounds your problems. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.