The name of Akaday has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. When circumstances require the expression of sympathy or appreciation, you prefer to respond in writing. In your personal relationships, self-consciousness and a fear of your deeper thoughts and feelings being misunderstood or belittled inhibit spontaneous verbal expression. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at your thoughts and wonder about their origin. Psychic sensitivity to the thoughts and intentions of others could develop, along with premonitions about future events in your life. Family, friends, and business associates often find you to be uncommunicative and secretive. While you prefer to avoid crowds and interaction with the public, you could be drawn to sales and promotion where you handle an exclusive product line or where you deal with the products of the earth as in forestry, mining, or real estate. Emotional urges could disrupt your personal relationships. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire.
