Your first name of Allerum has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others. You long for praise and appreciation for your efforts, but others find it difficult to understand you. Although you are not comfortable being the centre of attention, your dry sense of humour often deflects attention from your self-consciousness. You are imaginative and visionary, somewhat of a perfectionist, yet the results of your efforts often fall short of your high expectations. Yet, you are sensitive and very easily hurt and offended. Being somewhat self-centred, you learn through your own experiences, as you rarely take advice from others. The inadequacy you feel in communicating your thoughts and feelings often creates a stubbornness and frustration and then, when provoked, your bottled-up emotions could explode through temper and physical aggression. Your friends find you loyal, trustworthy, and dependable, but few people realize what noble intentions you have or how much you care. Your feelings are strong and you tend to react intensely to situations. A leadership position appeals to you because you would enjoy directing others rather than being directed.
