Your first name of Alta creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. Happiness and fulfilment are elusive under this name. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. You are not robust because your inner tension saps your vitality. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.