The name of Andweard gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. Feeling inadequate in creating closeness and harmony in close relationships, you could become insecure, jealous, withdrawn, and repressed, and could suffer loneliness. You desire refinement and are easily offended by coarse humour or bad manners. You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent.
