Your first name of Apahida has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. You are easily reached through sympathy to help someone in need, and always rise to the occasion in an emergency. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
