Your first name of Apelila makes you a quick thinker, both philosophical and creative. You could be successful in creative, inspirational endeavours, such as music, art, drama, where you are encouraged and supported; however, any criticism no matter how impersonal can undermine your confidence and initiative. Self-consciousness may prevent you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu expression. Responsibilities and issues with people may cause you to lose yourself in unreality. You enjoy reading and the beauties of nature, experiencing peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. You think about the deeper things in life and could be intrigued with the world beyond the finite. Aggressive attitudes, harsh words, and friction between people make you uncomfortable and anxious. Desiring to be free from detail and monotony, you find it difficult to finish what you start if it does not hold your interest. You will go out of your way to help others, and find it difficult to say "no" and mean it. To rebuild your physical energies and peace of mind, you seek harmony out in nature.