The name of Aruvuin gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Your feelings run deep and you crave love and affection but, because you seldom share your thoughts, others find it difficult to understand your needs, even if they wish to make you happy. You could excel in mathematics or science or other fields that require extreme focus and concentration, or you could be drawn to working with the products of the earth. Feeling inadequate in creating closeness and harmony in close relationships, you could become insecure, jealous, withdrawn, and repressed, and could suffer loneliness. Your idealistic and sensitive nature gives you a deep appreciation for the finer things of life and a strong desire to be of service to humanity. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension. This conflict will have a toll on your health and could show in weaknesses in your heart, lungs, and bronchial organs.
