The name of Ashor gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Feeling inadequate in creating closeness and harmony in close relationships, you could become insecure, jealous, withdrawn, and repressed, and could suffer loneliness. Because you tend to place great importance on little gestures and nuances, both in your own expression and in others' communication with you, it is easy for you to misconstrue another's intent and take too personally what is not meant to hurt. You crave peace and tranquillity, but seldom attain it, although you may find a degree of mental freedom when you go out into nature. Because your feelings run deep, you must guard against the ups and downs, being very inspired one minute, then moody, reserved, and depressed the next. It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. You are sensitive about your idealistic thoughts, and an unappreciative person can hurt you and cause you to become secretive about that which you value deeply. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent.
