Your first name of Awa creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. You are far too receptive and sensitive, even psychic, to the thoughts of others. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. You realize there must be much more to life than what is on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.
