Your first name of Awar creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. The inclination to daydream needs to be curbed as it is detrimental to mental progress. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. Your fondness for rich foods lacking in proper nourishment compounds your problems. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body.