Your first name of Ayyash creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. A lack of positivity and confidence is a source of difficulty in making decisions in business dealings. You are easily offended, and can suffer with moods of depression. You realize there must be much more to life than what is on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.