Your first name of Bagishan creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. The inclination to daydream needs to be curbed as it is detrimental to mental progress. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. A tendency to put on weight could be a concern. Although you are a kind person who desires association and friendship, you are really rather shy. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.