Your first name of Bahaddin creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. The inclination to daydream needs to be curbed as it is detrimental to mental progress. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. A tendency to put on weight could be a concern. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.