As Bahadircem you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. Although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. Unfortunately, it also causes a restriction in your expression. Conflict between your deep inner nature and your blunt outer nature does not make it easy for others to draw close to you, especially when you become withdrawn and moody. Frustration in creating the understanding you sincerely desire could result in tension, unhappiness, and outbursts of temper that could adversely affect your health. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. Affected areas could include your heart, lungs, or bronchial organs, or centre in your head. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.
