The name of Baharul gives you a very inquisitive, restless, seeking nature. You desire to be your own boss, yet you find it difficult to stabilize your life and settle down and be accumulative. You have an appreciation for refinement and the better things in life such as art, music, and literature. Your home life particularly would suffer. Although you have a versatile, clever, analytical mind, unfortunately you cannot direct your interest toward an undertaking for long, as you do not have the patience and practicality for systematic hard work and attention to detail. On the other hand, you can be cynical and caustic, and you subject those around you to outbursts of temper and moods of self pity. Your feelings swing from optimism to pessimism. Because of your high strung, temperamental nature, you find you must wage a continual fight with yourself to control your lower nature. Nervous disorders, nervous indigestion, and stomach ulcers are likely to appear. It has been your experience that once you lose control to indulgent habits, for example, smoking, drinking, or emotional outbursts, it is very difficult to retain control.
