Your first name of Balai creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. A tendency to put on weight could be a concern. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. You are not robust because your inner tension saps your vitality. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.
