The name of Baldamar has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. Psychic sensitivity to the thoughts and intentions of others could develop, along with premonitions about future events in your life. An element of variety and spontaneity is essential to maintain your interest and enthusiasm. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at your thoughts and wonder about their origin. Emotional urges could disrupt your personal relationships. Otherwise, the humdrum tedium of a daily work routine and competitive pressures would result in frustration and inner turmoil. There would be a risk that uncontrolled, morbid thoughts could undermine your mental stability, causing extreme worry and irrational behaviour. Family, friends, and business associates often find you to be uncommunicative and secretive. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire.
