Your first name of Baldrian creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. There is much you would like to do, but procrastination often interferes with accomplishment. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. While your name brings you some fine qualities, these are overshadowed by the effect it has on your physical body. You are far too receptive and sensitive, even psychic, to the thoughts of others. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.
