Your first name of Balman creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. Without support and approval from others, you find it difficult to make important decisions. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. You are far too receptive and sensitive, even psychic, to the thoughts of others. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.
