Your first name of Bangbala has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in this name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. Although you enjoy surprises to a degree, it is difficult for you to adjust quickly to unexpected change or opportunity. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. However, you find it difficult to reciprocate, as your expression tends to be matter-of-fact in responding to others. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. You are easily reached through sympathy to help someone in need, and always rise to the occasion in an emergency. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
