As Bardanes you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. Contrary to your intent, you appear uncooperative, uncaring, and self-centred. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. Although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. Often, it is only as you express yourself in writing that others have a glimpse of your genuine feelings and how you truly think. Eyes, ears, or throat problems, sinus congestion, or headaches could result. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.
