Your first name of Barham creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. You realize there must be much more to life than what is on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. You are far too receptive and sensitive, even psychic, to the thoughts of others. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. A lack of positivity and confidence is a source of difficulty in making decisions in business dealings. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.