The name of Bartimeus makes you very idealistic, sensitive, and inspirational. If these qualities are not understood and properly directed through music, art, or other creative expression, you could become jealous and possessive of those close to you. You are artistic and easily moved by music and drama. When you care for someone, you can become suspicious, jealous, and possessive. Although you would like the comforts of a high standard of living, impracticality in your financial affairs does not ensure material accumulation. You crave a home and family but tend to be over-protective of loved ones because of your fear of loss. The qualities of this name demand that you serve humanitarian needs rather than a possessive personal relationship with an individual. There are extreme highs in your nature when you are inspired, optimistic, kind, understanding, generous, and charming. When you are inspired and feel happy, life seems so wonderful; but you can be just as depressed and unhappy as well, feeling as if everyone is against you. Tension in your body could affect your whole nervous system causing you to be high strung and to suffer with fits, strokes, apoplexy, or nervous disorders.
