Your first name of Bastar creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. A lack of positivity and confidence is a source of difficulty in making decisions in business dealings. Without support and approval from others, you find it difficult to make important decisions. You are far too receptive and sensitive, even psychic, to the thoughts of others. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.