Your first name of Basthiann creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. Without support and approval from others, you find it difficult to make important decisions. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.
