Your first name of Bastia creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. You realize there must be much more to life than what is on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. Happiness and fulfilment are elusive under this name. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.