Your first name of Beadumund has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. However, you find it difficult to reciprocate, as your expression tends to be matter-of-fact in responding to others. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. This disparity creates inner frustration as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you strive for. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. On occasion, you can be very fussy and particular over incidentals and, at other times, too scattering and inconsistent. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. Chronic constipation could develop from over-eating, which could intensify these health weaknesses.
