Your first name of Begon creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. A lack of positivity and confidence is a source of difficulty in making decisions in business dealings. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts freely, with the result that people do not find it easy to get to know you well. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. The inclination to daydream needs to be curbed as it is detrimental to mental progress. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. You are far too receptive and sensitive, even psychic, to the thoughts of others. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires.