Your first name of Behaudin has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others. Being somewhat self-centred, you learn through your own experiences, as you rarely take advice from others. Your initiative often causes you to be the first to act when you see a need. Your tendency to be blunt and to-the-point makes you appear self-centred and unappreciative, and can lead to misunderstandings that alienate those closest to you. You long for praise and appreciation for your efforts, but others find it difficult to understand you. The inadequacy you feel in communicating your thoughts and feelings often creates a stubbornness and frustration and then, when provoked, your bottled-up emotions could explode through temper and physical aggression. You are imaginative and visionary, somewhat of a perfectionist, yet the results of your efforts often fall short of your high expectations. You have a sincere desire to provide a humanitarian service to others, but the circumstances you are drawn into are generally too limited to fulfil your ideals. A leadership position appeals to you because you would enjoy directing others rather than being directed. The intensity you experience from misunderstandings and setbacks could cause problems in health relative to your high strung nervous system.
