Your first name of Bellows creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. The inclination to daydream needs to be curbed as it is detrimental to mental progress. A lack of positivity and confidence is a source of difficulty in making decisions in business dealings. Happiness and fulfilment are elusive under this name. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. You would work best in a relaxed environment at tasks involving writing, mathematical, or analytical skills that require concentration. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.