Your first name of Bendewar gives you a highly sensitive, idealistic, and intuitive nature. You must guard against outbursts of temper. There may be a tendency to make impractical promises that satisfy the situation for the moment. Plenty of rest and relaxation is needed in order to handle responsibilities. Being sensitive and idealistic, you thrive on encouragement and appreciation. As you often experience difficulty in making decisions, you tend to depend on others to give you support and confidence to follow through on your decisions. If you drive yourself, you will experience nervous problems and challenges in maintaining your equilibrium. You could be expressive and creative in the arts, music, or drama. In worst cases, nervous breakdowns and loss of memory could occur. Others are inclined to take advantage of your generosity and friendliness and then, when there is a lack of reciprocation, you can feel despondent and disillusioned.
