Your first name of Benyomin creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. Although you are a kind person who desires association and friendship, you are really rather shy. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. The result is intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. You would work best in a relaxed environment at tasks involving writing, mathematical, or analytical skills that require concentration. You are far too receptive and sensitive, even psychic, to the thoughts of others. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing.
