Your first name of Bernardel creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. The mysteries of life intrigue you, and you enjoy reading, especially about mystery, science fiction, or possibly the occult. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. There is much you would like to do, but procrastination often interferes with accomplishment. You want the best, but lack the confidence and aggressiveness to materialize your desires. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.
