Your first name of Berndewald creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. Your fondness for rich foods lacking in proper nourishment compounds your problems. A lack of positivity and confidence is a source of difficulty in making decisions in business dealings. You are far too receptive and sensitive, even psychic, to the thoughts of others. There is much you would like to do, but procrastination often interferes with accomplishment. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. It is much more natural for you to express your deeper thoughts in writing. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.
