Your first name of Bethgader creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. You can find it difficult to express your deeper thoughts and feelings verbally. As you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and self-pitying, you would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. There is much you would like to do, but procrastination often interferes with accomplishment. With training you could be artistically creative as you have an appreciation for music and the arts. You realize there must be much more to life than what is on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. It is most important for you to establish a nutritious diet and exercise in order to build a strong, vital body. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing.
