As Bethoven you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. Frustration in creating the understanding you sincerely desire could result in tension, unhappiness, and outbursts of temper that could adversely affect your health. This name makes you reserved, sensitive, and craving love and understanding. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. You prefer to work free from outside authority or supervision and are happiest on your own where you can put your ingenious ideas into practical use without interference from others. You have an awareness of your difficulty in establishing harmony in relationships and in showing affection and appreciation for those you value. Although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.
