Your first name of Betserai creates an idealistic, sensitive nature and a desire for culture and the refinements of life. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve matters of vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about them. You realize there must be much more to life than what is on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. Without support and approval from others, you find it difficult to make important decisions. Happiness and fulfilment are elusive under this name. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out reality. You appear calm to others, but at times you suffer inwardly with nervous tension. When things do not go well and your self-esteem is deflated, you are likely to become uncommunicative. The heart, lungs, or bronchial tubes could also be an area of potential weakness, with asthma, flu, or pleurisy ensuing. Procrastination is a weakness, for so often you are inclined to avoid issues and to leave things undone until the last moment when you are forced to take action.