Your first name of Bezaad is a dual influence: at times you can be extremely happy, expressive, full of fun, and good-natured; yet at other times you find congenial association impossible, being controlled by self-pity, moods, and depression. Uncontrolled thoughts and emotional upheavals could disturb your peace of mind and upset your finely-tuned nervous system, adversely affecting your health. This unpredictable quality makes it a challenge for others to understand you; you find it hard to understand yourself. You enjoy debating ideas and you strive always to have the last word. If you could express only the constructive qualities and restrain the negative qualities of your nature, you would always be good company. You could have experiences of a psychic nature where you see images and hear sounds that are beyond the physical. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed over any real or imagined slight. You are happiest when pursuing a creative outlet, free from system and detail or any form of monotony or drudgery. Your appetite for quick energy foods could result in high blood pressure, skin rashes, and liver problems. You find it difficult to be patient, practical, and systematic, preferring to act impulsively as the spirit moves you.
