Your first name of Bockelman has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. On occasion, you can be very fussy and particular over incidentals and, at other times, too scattering and inconsistent. Since you have strong emotional desires, controlling indulgence can be a challenge. Giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. While you are usually measured and deliberate in what you say, occasionally, your strong opinions can cause you to be argumentative, obstinate, and somewhat intolerant of the weaknesses of others, even though it is not your intention to be deliberately hurtful. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered life, but it is difficult to follow through with your plans. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
