As Bolkan you have a great love of nature and the out-of-doors, and could have a desire to be in an occupation which takes you outdoors and involves you with the products of the earth. Unfortunately, it also causes a restriction in your expression. Your secretive nature can make others feel insecure and undervalued, and lead to turmoil in close friendships. It is only out in nature that you find any degree of relaxation and peace. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. Contrary to your intent, you appear uncooperative, uncaring, and self-centred. Restricted expression can bottle up your feelings, making you inflexible and stubborn with a tendency to force your ideas on others. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. Affected areas could include your heart, lungs, or bronchial organs, or centre in your head. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.
