The name of Bowday gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings. Your feelings run deep and you crave love and affection but, because you seldom share your thoughts, others find it difficult to understand your needs, even if they wish to make you happy. In your quest for answers you may become drawn into religions or the occult. It is often only through writing that you can express your higher ideals or your true appreciation for those you love. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. Your reactions to people vary according to how you feel. Drama, music, and art appeal to your inspirational nature and may provide a creative outlet. You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature. Outwardly you often appear calm and in control, while inwardly you are experiencing turmoil and tension. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature.
